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I may not be the prettiest, smartest or strongest, but at least I am me, and don't pretend to be someone that I'm not meant to be. :)

27 Apr 2012

Sibuk dan Sebok!


Baru aku perasan, rupanya dah hampir seminggu aku tak jenguk atau selak-selak blog aku ni..Bukan apa, aku sebok skit sejak akhir2 ni..Mcm-mcm hal dah jadi, dan hal-hal tersebut membuatkan kepala otak aku rasa kusut dan semakin serabut dan sempit..Masalah ringan, masalah berat semuanya ada..Dan aku sering dicari dan terus diburu dan aku juga yg dipersalahkan dan aku jugalah yg dijadikan tempat orang-orang meluahkan perasaan..Aku tak pasti aku ni boleh dijadikan pendengar yg setia mahupon penasihat yg baik..Haha!

Aku ni tak lah matang sangat, dan aku ni tak lah baik sangat..Tp aku boleh membantu selagi yg mampu dan lepas tu jangan pula nak cakap mcm-mcm tentang hal aku belakang-belakang..Kan lebih baik kalau cakap terang-terang depan aku..Afdal gitu kan? Tak perlu nak jaga hati aku baik-baik kalau akhirnya kau sendiri yg buat aku sakit hati..Betul tak? Tak baik lah mcm tu!

Aku pon ada masalah aku sendiri dan minta tolong sgt-sgt jangan nak menambahkan kekusutan kepala aku ni..Aku bukanlah robot yg tiada perasaan dan kalau mampu aku nak sgt padam semua memori dlm kepala otak aku ni..Aku cuma nak ingat benda yg baik-baik je dan benda yg jahat-jahat tu aku nak lupakan..Dan aku akan abaikan benda-benda yg aku rasa takde faedah dan takde kaitan dgn aku langsung!

Satu je benda yg aku nak ingatkan, tolong jangan bangkitkan semula isu-isu lama yg aku sendiri anggap benda tu dah lapok dan dah berkulat pon..Buang aje benda tu jauh-jauh supaya kau dan aku tak rasa sakit hati sama-sama..Aku pon rasa mcm dah malas nak ambik tau tentang hal-hal semasa yg aku rasa tak patut dikaitkan dgn aku lagi..Nyah semua hal-hal tu dari hidup aku!

Maaf, Bukan Aku!


Aku selalu dicari dan terus dicari..
Dan aku selalu diuji dgn benda-benda yg aku sendiri tak pasti..
Aku lagi yg disalahkan dan terus dipersalahkan..
Walau bukan aku, tp aku juga yg harus menempuh segala dugaan..

Kadang aku penat, kadang aku lemah..Bukan aku yg pinta ditimpa pelbagai masalah..
Bila ia datang, aku rasa sangat sakit..
Tapi bila ia pergi, aku tetap rasa sangat perit..

Masalah kau, tiada kaitan dgn aku lagi..
Aku bukan tempat utk dijadikan pengganti..
Aku ada dunia aku, aku ada kehidupan aku..
Jangan kaitkan masalah kau dgn aku satu demi satu..


So, PLZ GO AWAY!


15 Apr 2012

All About Pisces (Part 2)



  • Pisces do not like to take advice. If you want them to listen or to follow your advice, lead by example.
  • Pisces is a dreamer and a lover.
  • Pisces really are one tough cookie.
  • If you treat your Pisces like a special person, they will turn into that special person you always dreamed of.
  • Pisces women have a natural ability to make a man feel wonderful for who he is.
  • Pisces will be the first to accept you for who you are.
  • Pisces likes to help people and will expect nothing in return.
  • Pisces have a sixth sense and can guess what will happen next. It's in their nature.
  • If you break a Pisces heart, they go through a long stage of sadness, then they realize their own strength and get mad.
  • Pisces don't like rules.
  • Pisces are logical and specific individuals. They use their smarts. They don't try to act dumb and immature.
  • Pisces have a hard time accepting reality. Once they do realize it, it hits them like a ton of bricks.
  • Once a Pisces's heart has been given to someone, it remains with that person.
  • Pisces females are hot women everyone wants.
  • Pisces are the strongest believers in True Love.
  • Pisces are very complex characters with deep emotional feelings and an interesting intellect.
  • Pisces will only tell the people close to them their dreams and desires.
  • Pisces females are shoe collectors. Have you looked in their closet?
  • Pisces women want a man who dominates her, who leads and who is strong.
  • Pisces are easy going people.
  • When a Pisces gets mad they can be noisy but once they calm down, they will be a happy person again.
  • Pisces are psychic.
  • Pisces just wants to be understood by their lover. That's what they seek the most.
  • Pisces care about their friends.
  • Pisces females badly needs someone to protect her, but sometimes she can hide that feeling by being stubborn.
  • Pisces is sensitive, quiet, shy and easily hurt.
  • Pisces will understand your depth of feelings like no other sign.
  • Pisces women are confident and like to make their men happy.
  • If you can imagine it, Pisces can do it, and probably has.
  • Pisces have many choices and are never sure which path to take.
  • Pisces female hands and feet are small and soft.
  • Pisces is a good speaker as much as a good listener.
  • Pisces will never share their memories of deepest love or deepest pain.
  • When a Pisces sees suffering, it hurts their heart.
  • Pisces has a very spiritual and emotional personality.
  • Pisces believe their soulmate is out there waiting for them.
  • Pisces is not jealous or possessive and if they feel jealous they will hide it.
  • Pisces lives in their heads.
  • Pisces females are weak and sensitive when it’s come to “Love”.
  • Pisces remember all their pain and all their love as personal secrets to share with no one.
  • Pisces does not control any part of a relationship. They receive with open arms and heart. Be good to them.
  • Pisces are secretive, stubborn and stuck in their ways. . .
  • Pisces likes to help other people especially those who need a friend or are lonely.
  • Pisces compliments you. They are the missing part which makes you whole.
  • A Pisces will trust you if they love you. Dont abuse it.
  • Pisces don't like fake or pretentious people.
  • A Pisces perspective is rather ethereal. They seem to hear what others cant hear & see what others cant see.
  • Pisces are the lovers of the Universe. It's their nature.
  • If a Pisces tells you "I know how you feel", they sincerely mean it.
  • In public a Pisces is a Saint but in private they are a deliciously naughty sinner.
  • Pisces can be happy and content by themselves.
  • The Pisces personality is hard to pin down, it is very mysterious and elusive.
  • Pisces are empathetic, openhearted and intuitive.
  • When a Pisces gets mad they can be noisy but once they calm down, they will be a happy person again.
  • The moody Pisces can drive you insane.
  • Pisces are fluid like water and can change shape to fit almost any situation.
  • Pisces are very complex characters with deep emotional feelings and an interesting intellect.
  • Pisces never give straight answers.
  • Pisces are loving.
  • Pisces is the only water sign that does not hide in a shell for protection.
  • Pisces will hide their jealousy.
  • Be very careful when you fall in love with Pisces woman. She can be a totally different person before and after.
  • A Pisces will bend over before you even ask.
  • Pisces are rarely disruptive.
  • Of all things, a Pisces wants to feel worthy.
  • Pisces dont want to hurt anyone. That said, Pisces is willing to be hurt especially if it leads to pleasure.
  • Pisces is the type to cry their heart out.
  • Pisces likes to take long rests and likes being alone to recharge.
  • Dont pick on the Pisces. They are sensitive.
  • I know it's easy, but dont spoil your lovely Pisces too much!
  • Pisces are popular due to their easygoing, affectionate, and submissive nature.
  • Pisces are the peacekeepers.
  • Pisces is a loving, caring and inspirational mate.
  • Pisces has a very active imaginations to say the least.
  • PISCES MOTTO – “What goes around comes around”
  • Lying to a Pisces is like lying to a lie detector!
  • Pisces are thinkers. . . Literally, analyzing every scenario.


Sumber : Twitter




12 Apr 2012

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i tried my best to never let u in to see the truth..
and i've never opened up..
i've never truly loved 'til u put ur arms around me..
and i believe that it's easier for u to let me go..
 -christina perri

11 Apr 2012

All About Pisces (Part 1)


  • Pisces personality tends to be kind, loving, and tolerant. This arguably makes them the best lovers of the zodiac.
  • Pisces makes everyday interesting and makes life worth living.
  • The Pisces will make you feel like you met your soul mate because these lovers knows instinctively how to please you.
  • Pisces say far too much and do whatever the hell they want.
  • Pisces hates being alone but hates being with people that are not similar even more.
  • Pisces can seem so easy going you almost think they are a pushover. But that's where you are wrong.
  • If a Pisces has been burned before, it's going to take effort to win them over.
  • Pisces are super nostalgic. A familiar song or smell, will always bring a Pisces right back.
  • Pisces cry over dead animals in the road but feel no remorse about mowing down humans they don't like.
  • Pisces are highly sensitive and emotional..their mood can change in the blink of an eye.
  • Many men will try to wife up a female Pisces because she is a 100% woman.
  • Pisces have a charm that never fades with age.
  • Pisces will always forgive you. It will follow an intense cold shoulder attack.
  • Pisces always gives more than they get.
  • FYI Pisces have mood swings.
  • Pisces tend to be more concerned with other peoples problems then their own. Not because they are nosy, but because they care.
  • Pisces never expect anything in return, but always appreciate it if it's given.
  • Pisces are generous, emotional, receptive, affectionate, and honest.
  • Pisces are faithful, loyal, doting lovers.
  • Pisces are crazzzzzy and if you allow it they will amazzzzze thee.
  • Pisces are sensitive, intuitive and sympathetic. If you need a hug, they give the best hugs.
  • Don't try lying to a Pisces. They may act like they believe you but they don't.
  • If a Pisces is giving you 100%, and you're only giving 50%, prepare for conflict. All or nothing.
  • Pisces is the hardest to pin down.
  • Pisces will light up your life with passion and romance.
  • Pisces are good at pretending innocence when in fact they are guilty as hell!
  • Pisces are natural born actors/actresses. You may never know they are hiding something until they choose to reveal it.
  • Pisces have a loving personality that shines.
  • Pisces come off as shy, but that all ends once the party starts.
  • A Pisces female will stand by her man.
  • Pisces want someone who understands and needs them.
  • Pisces are the most loving and caring of the signs.
  • Pisces may seem quiet but mess with them and their water will boil.
  • Pisces prefer lovers who are also friends.
  • Pisces follow their heart, not their mind.
  • Pisces makes excellent lovers.


Sumber: Twitter


9 Apr 2012


Blocked!



Sorry lah ye sbb aku memang sengaja 'block' semua Fb kau dari
kedua-dua Fb aku sbb kau pon memang lakukan benda yg sama
kat aku gak..
Aku buat mcm tu sbb aku dah tak nak kau tengok page aku dan
aku pon dah tak nak tengok page kau lagi..
Kau hidup dgn dunia kasanova kau dan
aku hidup dgn dunia kebebasan aku..
..Noktah..


You Took My Heart Away




by: Michael Learns To Rock


Best Of Me




I was made the wrong way
Won't you do me the right way
Where you gonna be tonight
'cause I won't stay too long

Maybe you're the light for me
When you talk to me it strikes me
Won't somebody help me
'cause I don't feel too strong

Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Or the combination of both that did me wrong

You know I'm hoping you'll sing along

Though it's not your favorite song
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
You know that some of us spin again
When you do, you need a friend
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
And I hate the thought of finally being erased
Baby that's the best of me

Everything's behind you
But the hope still stands beside you
Living in every moment
Have I wasted all your time

Was there something that I said
Was there something that I did
Or the combination I broke that did me have 

You know I'm hoping you'll sing along

Though it's not your favorite song

Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say

You know that some of us spin again

When you do, you need a friend
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
And I hate the thought of finally being erased
Baby that's the best of me
Baby that's the best of me

You know I'm hoping you'll sing along
Though it's not your favorite song
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
You know that some of us spin again
When you do, you need a friend
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
And I hate the thought of finally being erased
Baby that's the best of me


by: Daniel Powter


Like I Love You




I believe without your love I will be incomplete
Oh baby, you're all I need
The most beautiful girl I've ever seen
(I ever seen)

No, I don't wanna break it, no break it
If only I could see
If we're gonna make it, gonna make it
I don't wanna wait another day

'Cause there ain't nobody
Ain't nobody loves you like I love you
Like I love you
Like I, like I love you

'Cause there ain't no one
Ain't nobody loves you like I love you
(So what you wanna say?)
Like I love you
Like I, like I love you

'Cause there ain't no one like you
Like I, like I love you
'Cause ain't no one like you

I'm in need
Of your sweet body to fulfill my dreams
Oh lady, lady can't you see
You'd be shawty in my love supreme?

No, I don't wanna break it, no break it
If only I could see
If we're gonna make it, gonna make it
I don't wanna wait another day

'Cause there ain't nobody
Ain't nobody loves you like I love you
Like I love you
Like I, like I love you

'Cause there ain't no one
Ain't nobody loves you like I love you
(So what you wanna say?)
Like I love you
Like I, like I love you

'Cause there ain't no one like you
Like I, like I love you
'Cause ain't no one like you

I know that we can make it, yeah, make it
And nothing in this galaxy could break it,
could break it
Gonna be the one that makes you crazy
Baby, I only wish that I could make you see
You see? You and me

No, I don't wanna break it, no break it
If only I could see
If we're gonna make it, gonna make it
I don't wanna wait another day

'Cause there ain't no one
Ain't nobody loves you like I love you
(So what you wanna say?)
Like I, like I love you

'Cause there ain't no one like you


by: R.I.O




6 Apr 2012

Never Forget



It's just the moments that I will never forget!!




BerAngan Lagi

Setiap orang pasti ada memiliki angan-angan memasing, kan? Begitu juga dgn aku..Aku pon ada gak menyimpan angan-angan aku sendiri..Nak tau apa yg aku selalu angankan? Meh aku senaraikan di bawah nie..


Pertama:
Aku nak kumpul duit bebanyak..Tp bukan utk kawen, sebaliknya aku nak modified kereta aku kasi cun..Sbbnya aku jeles dan tergugat bila tengok kereta orang yg lalu-lalang kat highway yg dah di-modified abes..Kereta aku tu masih suci lagi..Kalau dpt tambah lampu LED, tinted cermin gelap 70%, tambah sub woofer 12 inch, spoiler dan bumper, mmg PERGHHHH!!! Pastu buat air-brush..Lg la CLASS!! Mcm jantan kan aku nie?!

Kedua:
Aku tak nak cari pasangan hidup, tp biar ia yg datang sendiri..Sbbnya kalau mencari belum tentu dpt yg gud-gud kan? Apa pon jodoh kan di tangan Tuhan..So aku tak perlu nak gelabah tentang soal nie..Yg penting, orang tu biarlah seorang yg memahami, sporting, sempoi dan boleh menjadi imam..Kalau aku mengutarakan ciri-ciri mcm ni, mmg ramai yg mampu..Tp kalau nak jadi imam utk aku dan anak-anak, mampu kah??

Ketiga:
Aku nak sebuah bilik yg besar dan luas utk aku sorang je..Sbb aku perlukan ruang yg luas utk bernafas dan bergerak ke sana-ke mari..W'pun fizikal aku ni kecik, tp tak bermakna aku tak boleh bergerak dlm ruang yg luas, kan?

Keempat:
Memandangkan aku mempunyai ramai kawan tak kira lelaki mahupon perempuan, tp aku mencari kawan yg betul2 sejati..Maksud aku kawan yg boleh berkongsi susah dan senang bersama dgn aku..Tak kiralah kawan tu perempuan ke, lelaki ke..Yg penting dia sorang yg kuat menyimpan rahsia..Maklumlah zaman sekarang ni tak semua orang boleh dipercayai!!

Kelima:
Aku cuba buang sikap degil dan panas baran aku ni perlahan-lahan..Mmg susah nak buang sikap ni sbb dari azali lagi aku dilahirkan dgn sikap yg mcm ni..Ramai gak kawan aku yg complain, sbb aku ni mmg ternyata sorang yg degil dan panas baran..Aku jenis yg tak makan saman..Apa yg orang larang, aku buat gak..Pastu bila aku rasa rimas dan serabut, aku pasti naik hangin..That's why-lah!!

Keenam:
Aku nak Galaxy Note!!! Kerana function-nya sgt BEST dan mampu mengalahkan gadget iPad..

Ketujuh:
Aku tak pernah mengimpikan utk memiliki gadget yg canggih-manggih sbb aku tak batak sangat soal nie..Bg aku, akan datang nanti pasti ada model keluaran yg lebih canggih dr model yg ada sekarang nie..So sekarang ni aku rasa Galaxy Note adalah fon yg terbaik berbanding Blackberry mahupon iPhone..

Kelapan:
Aku nak mula mengaji semula sbb aku nak memperbetulkan bacaan aku..Maklumlah dah bertahun aku dah tak mengaji dan sememangnya syaitan dah berjaya menghasut aku supaya menjadi umat yg MALAS..Dan aku akan cuba mempraktikkan suruhan 24434 setiap hari..InsyaAllah akan berjaya dilakukan dgn sempurna..


Setakat ni jelah angan-angan yg selalu aku angankan..Tak dapat nak laksanakan semua pon tak apa..Asalkan yg angan-angan yg pertama, kedua, keenam dan kelapan tu terlaksana..InsyaAllah.. 



1 Apr 2012


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1000 orang teman akan datang
saat Anda tertawa
Tapi seorang sahabat akan datang
saat Anda berderai air mata...


Dia...


Semoga 'dia' turut merasai apa yg aku rasa
Semoga 'dia' sedar akan segala khilafnya
Semoga 'dia' berubah menjadi manusia yg berguna
Semoga 'dia' kecapi kehidupan yg sempurna...

Aku memohon maaf kerana namamu,
dan segala memori bersamamu
Akan ku buang, akan ku padam
Supaya tiada lagi menyimpan dendam...



So please go away from my life!!!