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I may not be the prettiest, smartest or strongest, but at least I am me, and don't pretend to be someone that I'm not meant to be. :)

29 Aug 2011

Your Guardian Angel



When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

With Me



I don't want this moment to ever end,
Where everything's nothing without you.
I'd wait here forever just to, to see you smile,
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

Through it all, I've made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words.

I want you to know,
With everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul.
I'll hold on to this moment, you know,
As I bleed my heart out to show,
And I won't let go.

Thoughts read, unspoken, forever in vow,
And pieces of memories fall to the ground.
I know what I didn't have, so I won't let this go,
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

All the streets, where I walked alone,
With nowhere to go, have come to an end.

I want you to know,
With everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul.
I'll hold on to this moment, you know,
As I bleed my heart out to show,
And I won't let go.

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you don't know what you're looking to find.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you just never know what you will find.

I don't want this moment to ever end,
Where everything's nothing without you.

I want you to know,
With everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul.
I'll hold on to this moment, you know,
As I bleed my heart out to show,
And I won't let go.

I want you to know,
With everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul.
I'll hold on to this moment, you know,
As I bleed my heart out to show,
And I won't let go.

Pieces



I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

On my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

27 Aug 2011

Kenangan Silam


[Weezer - Perfect Situation]



[Greenday - Wake Me Up When September Ends]




Bila dgr lagu2 ni,
tetiba aku teringat kat housemate masa aku study kat Melaka dulu..
Sbb hari2 kitorang pasang lagu ni kuat2, pastu melalak beramai2..
Rindu rasanya memori masa Sem 1..di bilik B-8-08..
Ifah, Lala, Dani, Fadz, Nik...
Apa khabar korang semua ye?
Mana korang sekarang?
Lama dah x jumpa dgn korang..
Kalaulah masa tu boleh diputar balik,
aku nak kembali bersama dgn korang semua..
Study sama2..ketawa sama2..makan sama2..lepak sama2..
Best, kan?
Hahaha..
Korang semua masih ingat lg x memori ketika kita bersama dulu?


Neutron Star Collision (Love Is Forever)



I was searching
You were on a mission
Then our hearts combined like
A neutron star collision

I have nothing left to lose
You took your time to choose
Then we told each other
With no trace of fear that...

Our love would be forever
And if we die
We die together
And lie, I said never
'Cause our love would be forever

The world is broken
Halos fail to glisten
You try to make a difference
But no one wants to listen

Hail, The preachers, fake and proud
Their doctrines will be cloud
Then they'll dissipate
Like snowflakes in an ocean

Love is forever
And we'll die, we'll die together
And lie, I say never
'Cause our love could be forever

Now I've got nothing left to lose
You take your time to choose
I can tell you now without a trace of fear

That my love will be forever
And we'll die we'll die together
Lie, I will never
'Cause our love will be forever



[from "The Twilight Saga: Eclipse" soundtrack]






Love is the Answer



There will come a day
When we transcend our pain
Until that day, take it easy on yourself

Love is the answer
Makes no difference what you have heard
Love is the answer
You have got to trust in the world

There will come a day
When we can finally rest
Until that day, take it easy on yourself

Love is the answer
Makes no difference what you have heard
Love is the answer
You have got to trust in the world

Brothers and sisters,
I know you try so hard sometimes
You're going to find your happiness inside

Love is the answer
Makes no difference what you have heard
Love is the answer
You have got to trust in the world

In the world

Love is the answer
You have got to trust in the world

Ada Hikmah Disebaliknya

Aku xtau kenapa..
Sekarang ni aku rasa dah makin serabut sgt..
Apa puncanya?
Apa sebabnya?
Aku rasa situasi yg aku hadapi sekarang ni
Dah semakin porak peranda..
Kenapa? Mengapa?
Aku sendiri pon tercari-cari jawapannya..
Entah lah..
Kenyataannya, benda dah pon terjadi..
Nak putarkan balik masa pon dah x boleh..
Cuma perlu bersabar dan redha
Dgn apa yg dah terjadi..

Mungkin ni semua dugaan buat aku..
Aku kena cekalkan hati..
Aku kena kuatkan semangat..
Supaya aku x terjunam..
Supaya aku x tenggelam..
Makin hari aku rasa rimas..
Makin hari aku rasa lemas..
Tp nak buat mcm mana..
Aku bkn Tuhan..
Aku bkn malaikat..
Yg boleh mengatur setiap perkara..
Yg boleh mencatat setiap kejadian..
Aku percaya..
Setiap benda yg berlaku
Pasti ada hikmahnya..

Aku tau..
Aku dpt rasakan..
Betapa peritnya nak menanggung semua tu..
Bila dah terjadi pd diri sendiri..
Aku tau..
Aku dpt rasakan..
Betapa susahnya nak menempuh semua tu..
Bila dah memakan diri sendiri..
Aku tau..
Aku dpt rasakan..
Betapa sedihnya nak menghadapi semua tu..
Bila dah berlaku pd diri sendiri..

Aku minta maaf..
Bukan aku pinta semua tu..
Sbb aku, kau menderita..
Sbb aku, kau merana..
Sbb aku, kau terseksa..
Aku minta maaf sekali lagi..

Apabila marah menguasai diri..
Apabila benci menghasuti diri..
Mcm2 boleh terjadi..
Aku sedar semua tu..
Aku akui mmg salah aku..
Ada kalanya ia membuatkan aku terfikir..
Benarkah salah aku?
Ada kalanya ia membuatkan aku tertanya..
Benarkah semua tu?
Fikiran aku semakin bercelaru..
Hati aku semakin keliru..
Diri aku semakin x menentu..

Aku mendoakan yg terbaik utk kau..
Supaya kau dpt menempuhi
Hari2 yg mendatang
Dgn tenang dan tenteram..
Itulah harapan aku
Utk melihat kau berjaya
Di masa hadapan..

Aku mahukan yg terbaik dr kau..
Dgn harapan kau dpt membuktikan
Yg kau juga boleh maju
Seiring dgn orang lain..
Itulah harapan aku
Utk melihat kau bahagia
Di masa akan datang..

25 Aug 2011

Talking To The Moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbours think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon.
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too.
Or Am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon?

I'm feeling like
I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know
Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the moon.
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too.
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon?

Ahh...Ahh...Ahh..
Do you ever hear me calling
'Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon

Still try to get to you
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon?

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

24 Aug 2011

Bila rindu



Baru jer aku tweet kata2 ni dlm Twitter aku..
"tetiba hati terasa mcm rindukan seseorang..siapakah??"
Ahaa..aku pon x tau..
Dlm hati, siapa yg tau, kan?
Entah la..tetiba jer terasa mcm ni..
Aku rindu pd siapa?
Siapa orang yg bertuah tu?
Aku pon tertanya2..
Orang tu pon rindukan aku ke?
Atau aku jer yg bertepuk sebelah tangan?
Jawapannya..hanya Tuhan saja yg tau..

Entah mcm mana boleh terwujud perasaan ni..
Lalu terlintas difikiran aku..
Siapakah orangnya..
Mmg betul aku rindukan dia..
Apa khabar dia sekarang ye?
Bagaimana keadaan dia?
Kalau dia juga turut merindui aku,
betapa gembiranya perasaan ni..
Mmg x terkata-lah!



P/S: Apa yg perlu kita buat kalau kita rindukan seseorang?
Perlu ke kita bgtau pd dia?
Hurmmmm...

20 Aug 2011

Brain wash

Kadang2 aku sendiri pon x paham kenapa semua ni terjadi..kadang2 aku rasa penat..kadang2 aku rasa lemah..kadang2..haih!

Bila aku fikir2 balik, teruk sgt ke aku ni? Tah la, aku perlukan pendapat dr semua org..sbb ada kalanya aku rasa mcm salah sgt..ada kalanya aku rasa serba salah sgt..AKU TERLALU PERCAYAKAN ORG KE? AKU TERLALU PREJUDIS KE? jawapannya..entah-lah!!!

Seteruk2 perangai aku..seteruk2 kelakuan aku..aku jaga batas aku..tp mungkin di luar batasan, aku xtau-lah! Aku tau ada kalanya aku ni jenis 'yg suka cakap main lepas' jer..aku sedar tu..tp al-maklumlah bila diri dah terasa tergugat, dah rasa tertipu..mcm tulah jadinya..MAAFKAN AKU KALAU AKU ADA BUAT HATI KAU TERGURIS..BUAT KAU SEDIH..

Terima kasih sbb kau dah jelaskan semuanya..tp tulah, rasa sedih dan kecewa tu tetap ada..KENAPA SEKARANG AKU BARU DPT TAU SEMUA NI? Maaflah kalau sebelum ni aku x tanya kau dulu..tp tulah, benda dah terjadi pon..KALAULAH AKU BOLEH PUTARKAN BALIK MASA..

Sbnrnya aku sendiri pon x paham..byk betul dugaan..kenapa aku kena lalui semua ni? Aku sedih tau x..tp aku terpaksa hiburkan hati aku sendiri..sbb tu org xtau aku ada masalah ke x..aku terpaksa cover semua tu..buat muka hipokrit mcm org yg xde masalah..tp ada kalanya mood aku agak x stabil jugak..kpd kawan2 kat tempat kerja aku, maaf sgt2 kalau aku ada termoody dgn korang semua..

Satu perkara lg yg perlu kau tau..aku ada sorang kawan baik..dia la tempat aku mengadu nasib..pasal kau pon aku mengadu kat dia..dia yg selalu bg nasihat kat aku..selalu bg semangat kat aku..apa yg buat aku rasa sedih sgt2, bila kawan baik aku tu sendiri boleh memahami aku lebih dr kau..KENAPA? aku selalu berharap kau boleh memahami aku lebih drpd kawan2 aku sendiri..

Sampai skrg..aku masih x paham lg siapa aku pd kau..sbb aku xtau kedudukan aku di mana.. status aku sbg siapa..noktah!


P/S: entah kenapa tiba2 aku boleh menangis lepas terbitkan catatan ni..HANYA TUHAN SAJA YG TAU..

14 Aug 2011

Feeling Sorry

We still live the same town, well don't we?
But I don't see you around anymore.
I go to all the same places
Not even a trace of you.
Your days are numbered at 24.

And I'm getting bored waiting 'round for you.
We're not getting any younger.
And I won't look back 'cause there's no use.
Its time to move forward.

I feel no sympathy.
You live inside a cave
You barely get by, the rest of us are trying
There's no need to apologize
I've got no time for feeling sorry.

Well I try not to think of what might happen.
When your reality it finally cuts through.
Well as for me I got out and I'm on the road.
The worst part is that this, this could be you.

You know it too.
You can't run from your shame.
You're not getting any younger.
Time keeps passing by
But you wave it away.
Its time to roll over.

I feel no sympathy.
You live inside a cave.
You barely get by, the rest of us are trying.
There's no need to apologize
I've got no time for feeling sorry.

And all the best lies
they are told with fingers tied.
So cross 'em tight.
Won't you promise me tonight.
If its the last thing you do
you'll get out.

I feel no sympathy.
You live inside a cave.
You barely get by, the rest of us are trying.
There's no need to apologize
I've got no time for feeling sorry.

12 Aug 2011

Kalau kita sukakan seseorang

"Kalau kita sukakan seseorang, jangan beritahu si dia. Nanti Allah kurangkan rasa cinta padanya. Tapi luahkan pada Allah, beritahulah Allah. Allah maha tahu jodoh kita siapa. Jikalau Allah berkehendak, gunung pun boleh hancur lebur, kalaupun gunung boleh hancur lebur, bagaimana tidak dengan hati manusia yang lembut?"

5 Aug 2011

Bruno Mars.. (^__^)

Count On Me


Talking To The Moon


Just The Way You Are


The Lazy Song


Marry You


Grenade


Today My Life Begins


P/S: mmg x boleh nak ckp apelah kan..sbb semua nie lagu fevret aku..mmg aku suka sgt dgr lagu2 Bruno Mars nie..lirik2 beliau mmg ter-baek-lah!!!

Dear God



A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

1 Aug 2011

Always

This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always